New York City… I wish I was on the highway.
Mood: Hungover
Music: Rancid “Olympia, WA”
I got to see Angelique and Rabbit yesterday! We met up with some of their friends and went to see Tropic Thunder, which I loved. Later, met up with Jason at WalMart, and then hung out in the McDonald’s parking lot for a while. Ended up in this kid Ian’s basement, where I hit a bong with him and Jason. Good times! Rabbit and I made a 1AM Taco Bell run, went back to the house with like five pounds of food. I got dropped off at like 3AM.
I was happy to see Jason, but I can totally tell that since he broke up with this girlfriend, he’s desperate to get laid. He was stoned and horny and kept trying to get on me, which really started to piss me off. I see him for the first time in like two years, hang out for a few hours, and all the sudden he’s trying to cuddle and saying shit like, “We had a lot of good times. I miss you.” Blah, blah, blah. He was like that all night, even before we got high. I’m definitely not getting back into that, ’cause he’s just addicted to relationships… he can’t be alone. I’m not going to be anybody’s second best.
Overall, it was a good time, though!
Alex: “I can’t even taste these [tortilla chips]. I just feel the salt on my hands.”
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August 14, 2008
Well, I guess this is growing up.
Mood: Awake
Music: Blink-182 “Dammit”
Went to P47 today for an appointment with one of the counselors, Judy. I was pretty sure that she was going to attack me some more about joining her women’s group, but it turns out I’m just going to start seeing her for individual therapy. I’m pretty happy about that. It’s a lot easier for me to get into therapy with someone I’m already comfortable with, rather than having to start from the beginning with somebody new. Oh, and good news… I came up clean on my last drug test! Huge relief, ’cause I was definitely worried about it showing up that I smoked with Lil’ Raychull a while back.
In other news, I might be getting a job at a local graphic design company! I’m putting together a portfolio site type thing to show off at my interview.
Six fucking days until Crüe Fest! I can’t believe it’s almost here!
Posted At: 12:35 AM
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August 10, 2008
You’ll know you were loved.
Mood: Lazy
Music: Lou Reed “You’ll Know You Were Loved”
I know… I haven’t been around in what seems like forever! I’m working on another new theme… I’ll be finished with it pretty soon. I swear!
Ashie and I went to the mall on Wednesday to get haircuts, which I had been really excited about. I wanted to go a little shorter in time for Crüe Fest, so it would be a lot easier to style the way I planned. Yeah, okay. Ashie left with a really cute wedge cut, and I walked out of the salon… looking like fuckin’ Roger Daltrey, circa this hideousness. I thought I would be able to fix it when I styled it myself, but seriously… it’s a hacked up mess of layers with blunt ends. She thinned out the pieces by my ears so bad that they actually curl and flip. WTF.
So, not only is that chick undeserving of a cosmetology license, she was a total bitch. I started making friendly conversation about how I had once planned on going to Brown Aveda, and I quote… “You expected to get into beauty school after doing this to your own hair?” Right, and she expects to get returning customers by being an incredible cunt? I wouldn’t even let her groom my dog.
Earlier today was a memorial service for my grandpa, since it’s the one year mark since he died. We all went to a fuckin’ two hour Byzantine mass, but that was followed by a nice little ceremony. I “went to the bathroom” (had a cigarette) like three quarters of the way into the mass, ’cause I just felt uncomfortable. Byzantine mass is interesting… they sing everything and it’s really fast so it sounds like an auction or something.
We went to the cemetery afterwards, and I actually visited my mom’s grave for the first time in eight years. I guess I just felt like it was time… I don’t think I’m scared of it anymore. I sat there alone for like half an hour and just cried and cried. I admit that I felt like a total idiot… sitting by myself, talking to the grass. After a while though, I just stopped crying, and I felt really peaceful all of the sudden. I don’t know. It was nice.
Posted At: 9:37 PM
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August 2, 2008
My spirit is crying for leaving…
Mood: Sad
Music: Led Zeppelin “Stairway To Heaven”
I need to make a lot of changes in my life. I can’t do this anymore.
Posted At: 3:44 PM
22 Words
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July 31, 2008
A ballerina… you must have seen her dancing in the sand.
Mood: Pensive…
Music: Elton John “Tiny Dancer”
A lot of people agree, especially lately, that I should start writing a memoir. I’ve definitely thought about it before, but I’ve never committed. I’ve recently read a lot of articles with tips on how to begin: making outlines, talking with family and friends, going through old photos and journals and whatnot. I figure I should try it. I think I have a lot to say, whether or not I even know what that may be yet.
I’m also working on yet another theme, featuring Robert Plant!
It’s 3AM. I should probably go to bed.
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Well, I guess this is growing up.
Mood: Awake
Music: Blink-182 “Dammit”
Went to P47 today for an appointment with one of the counselors, Judy. I was pretty sure that she was going to attack me some more about joining her women’s group, but it turns out I’m just going to start seeing her for individual therapy. I’m pretty happy about that. It’s a lot easier for me to get into therapy with someone I’m already comfortable with, rather than having to start from the beginning with somebody new. Oh, and good news… I came up clean on my last drug test! Huge relief, ’cause I was definitely worried about it showing up that I smoked with Lil’ Raychull a while back.
In other news, I might be getting a job at a local graphic design company! I’m putting together a portfolio site type thing to show off at my interview.
Six fucking days until Crüe Fest! I can’t believe it’s almost here!
August 10, 2008
You’ll know you were loved.
Mood: Lazy
Music: Lou Reed “You’ll Know You Were Loved”
I know… I haven’t been around in what seems like forever! I’m working on another new theme… I’ll be finished with it pretty soon. I swear!
Ashie and I went to the mall on Wednesday to get haircuts, which I had been really excited about. I wanted to go a little shorter in time for Crüe Fest, so it would be a lot easier to style the way I planned. Yeah, okay. Ashie left with a really cute wedge cut, and I walked out of the salon… looking like fuckin’ Roger Daltrey, circa this hideousness. I thought I would be able to fix it when I styled it myself, but seriously… it’s a hacked up mess of layers with blunt ends. She thinned out the pieces by my ears so bad that they actually curl and flip. WTF.
So, not only is that chick undeserving of a cosmetology license, she was a total bitch. I started making friendly conversation about how I had once planned on going to Brown Aveda, and I quote… “You expected to get into beauty school after doing this to your own hair?” Right, and she expects to get returning customers by being an incredible cunt? I wouldn’t even let her groom my dog.
Earlier today was a memorial service for my grandpa, since it’s the one year mark since he died. We all went to a fuckin’ two hour Byzantine mass, but that was followed by a nice little ceremony. I “went to the bathroom” (had a cigarette) like three quarters of the way into the mass, ’cause I just felt uncomfortable. Byzantine mass is interesting… they sing everything and it’s really fast so it sounds like an auction or something.
We went to the cemetery afterwards, and I actually visited my mom’s grave for the first time in eight years. I guess I just felt like it was time… I don’t think I’m scared of it anymore. I sat there alone for like half an hour and just cried and cried. I admit that I felt like a total idiot… sitting by myself, talking to the grass. After a while though, I just stopped crying, and I felt really peaceful all of the sudden. I don’t know. It was nice.
Posted At: 9:37 PM
380 Words
Filed Under: Hair, Uncategorized
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August 2, 2008
My spirit is crying for leaving…
Mood: Sad
Music: Led Zeppelin “Stairway To Heaven”
I need to make a lot of changes in my life. I can’t do this anymore.
Posted At: 3:44 PM
22 Words
Filed Under: Uncategorized
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July 31, 2008
A ballerina… you must have seen her dancing in the sand.
Mood: Pensive…
Music: Elton John “Tiny Dancer”
A lot of people agree, especially lately, that I should start writing a memoir. I’ve definitely thought about it before, but I’ve never committed. I’ve recently read a lot of articles with tips on how to begin: making outlines, talking with family and friends, going through old photos and journals and whatnot. I figure I should try it. I think I have a lot to say, whether or not I even know what that may be yet.
I’m also working on yet another theme, featuring Robert Plant!
It’s 3AM. I should probably go to bed.
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You’ll know you were loved.
Mood: Lazy
Music: Lou Reed “You’ll Know You Were Loved”
I know… I haven’t been around in what seems like forever! I’m working on another new theme… I’ll be finished with it pretty soon. I swear!
Ashie and I went to the mall on Wednesday to get haircuts, which I had been really excited about. I wanted to go a little shorter in time for Crüe Fest, so it would be a lot easier to style the way I planned. Yeah, okay. Ashie left with a really cute wedge cut, and I walked out of the salon… looking like fuckin’ Roger Daltrey, circa this hideousness. I thought I would be able to fix it when I styled it myself, but seriously… it’s a hacked up mess of layers with blunt ends. She thinned out the pieces by my ears so bad that they actually curl and flip. WTF.
So, not only is that chick undeserving of a cosmetology license, she was a total bitch. I started making friendly conversation about how I had once planned on going to Brown Aveda, and I quote… “You expected to get into beauty school after doing this to your own hair?” Right, and she expects to get returning customers by being an incredible cunt? I wouldn’t even let her groom my dog.
Earlier today was a memorial service for my grandpa, since it’s the one year mark since he died. We all went to a fuckin’ two hour Byzantine mass, but that was followed by a nice little ceremony. I “went to the bathroom” (had a cigarette) like three quarters of the way into the mass, ’cause I just felt uncomfortable. Byzantine mass is interesting… they sing everything and it’s really fast so it sounds like an auction or something.
We went to the cemetery afterwards, and I actually visited my mom’s grave for the first time in eight years. I guess I just felt like it was time… I don’t think I’m scared of it anymore. I sat there alone for like half an hour and just cried and cried. I admit that I felt like a total idiot… sitting by myself, talking to the grass. After a while though, I just stopped crying, and I felt really peaceful all of the sudden. I don’t know. It was nice.
August 2, 2008
My spirit is crying for leaving…
Mood: Sad
Music: Led Zeppelin “Stairway To Heaven”
I need to make a lot of changes in my life. I can’t do this anymore.
Posted At: 3:44 PM
22 Words
Filed Under: Uncategorized
1 COMMENT
July 31, 2008
A ballerina… you must have seen her dancing in the sand.
Mood: Pensive…
Music: Elton John “Tiny Dancer”
A lot of people agree, especially lately, that I should start writing a memoir. I’ve definitely thought about it before, but I’ve never committed. I’ve recently read a lot of articles with tips on how to begin: making outlines, talking with family and friends, going through old photos and journals and whatnot. I figure I should try it. I think I have a lot to say, whether or not I even know what that may be yet.
I’m also working on yet another theme, featuring Robert Plant!
It’s 3AM. I should probably go to bed.
Posted At: 1:52 AM
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My spirit is crying for leaving…
Mood: Sad
Music: Led Zeppelin “Stairway To Heaven”
I need to make a lot of changes in my life. I can’t do this anymore.
July 31, 2008
A ballerina… you must have seen her dancing in the sand.
Mood: Pensive…
Music: Elton John “Tiny Dancer”
A lot of people agree, especially lately, that I should start writing a memoir. I’ve definitely thought about it before, but I’ve never committed. I’ve recently read a lot of articles with tips on how to begin: making outlines, talking with family and friends, going through old photos and journals and whatnot. I figure I should try it. I think I have a lot to say, whether or not I even know what that may be yet.
I’m also working on yet another theme, featuring Robert Plant!
It’s 3AM. I should probably go to bed.
Posted At: 1:52 AM
98 Words
Filed Under: Uncategorized
3 COMMENTS
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A ballerina… you must have seen her dancing in the sand.
Mood: Pensive…
Music: Elton John “Tiny Dancer”
A lot of people agree, especially lately, that I should start writing a memoir. I’ve definitely thought about it before, but I’ve never committed. I’ve recently read a lot of articles with tips on how to begin: making outlines, talking with family and friends, going through old photos and journals and whatnot. I figure I should try it. I think I have a lot to say, whether or not I even know what that may be yet.
I’m also working on yet another theme, featuring Robert Plant!
It’s 3AM. I should probably go to bed.
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